Hesitate-ing..

This few days besides doing revision,

i still think of those thing.. aiks..

really irritating nur..

i dunno where to go..

this few days, he really accompany me gone thru my boring days..

we start sms from day till night..

i tend to miss him sometime also..

how??

sigh~~~

before end, i would like to wish my daddy happy bday nur..

merdeka boy.. lolz..

love you.. muacks..

I feel much better.. ^^

i met him yday..

also let me found out sumthing tat i wanna know since earlier..

i dunno why after i knew it, i felt that i rather dunno instead of knowing it..

i really dun mind at all, but why you wanna hide it?

nvm na, jz let it be..

this is the truth..

i wont blame you..

i chat wif my best buddy-yin last nite..

she console me about that, den now i really feel much better..

thanks nur ( dun say me long gas again ya..) :P

besides that, nowadays i also chat and sms wif someone kinda often..

i feel so free and comfortable while chatting wif him..

but i wont forget to fight for my final.. ^^

all the best ya my buddy..

gambateh...

Stress...

Final is coming...

i dun even touch the book yet.. :(

this week i declare holiday myself.. hehe

plan to do revision at home instead of going college..

but today, my book open from morning till now is still the same page..

chat chat chat for non stop..

aiks..

can i finish all in time?

nowadays raining season..

make me no mood do the revision at all..

sigh~~

help!!!

someone..

Dilemma..

i met him last week..

but i dunno why i got this kind of feeling..

i feel so weird, the gap between me and him is getting bigger..

why will this happen?

i no longer fall for him? i fall for someone else?

i cant figure it out..

which way should i go?

i think i should calm myself down,

i dun wanna make decision right now..

some more finally is around the corner..

think about that after final la..

aiks.. :(

Disappointed...

This afternoon i went for my eye check...

omgg...

no wonder i cant everything clearly...

my short-sighted had increased...

from 2.25 to 3.25...

i so shocked, so do my mum..

aiks...

hmmmm..

tonight i felt so disappointed..

i couldnt see you again..:(

2 weeks didnt see you ad na...

why today still cannot see you???

aiks...

What's wrong with you xian???

DONE.... Everything is done.. wakakakaka

yeappyyy...!!!

no more test and assignment...

yeah!!!

but too bad final coming aiks...

two more weeks to the final count down...

hmmm... this few days many things happened..

last friday is the most sad-dest day ever...

my aunty had passed away.. :'(

actually it also a release to her nur..

she had suffer for so long... RIP..

monday - MIS test

tuesday - English presentation

today - BMP test...

but finally all done..

^^

Bad day...

Bad bad bad....

today is the bad-est day ever...

this morning, as usual after geeting everything ready,

i go down to the car park..

once i unlock my car and put everything in..

i only realize my car cannot start..

gosh!!

i having my PA test today..

once it happen, i really blur..

i take out my phone and try to call my mum...

stupid phone auto off again...

argh~~~

i on it back and call my mum,

after end the call, i scare i will be late,

then i went up and find Daphney to lend her car..

after discuss wif her, she lend me her car and i go down straight to my car and get the college car sticker,

it's raining that time, when i walk till guard house,

i realize i forget to take my "P" sticker.. ish..

go back and take again...

damn... den i met Daphney at the car park there..

she acc me to her car, after dropping her, i straight away rush to college...

i make it..

i didnt late for class.. luckily... :)

case closed...

here the next case, today when we attending the workshop for the business investment..

my best buddy injured her leg..(

aiks.. poor girl..

sayang ya.. rest more k?

hope u can recover soon... muacks..

today really a bad day na..

hope everything will be fine...

pls....

Should i let u go and pursue your happiness?

Actually i do think of this question for several times..

it keep on round round round and round inside my mind..

should i ?

i was wondering...

honestly last week is the most disappointed day i felt from seeing you..

dun feel like mention it anymore..

it is so ridiculous..

after that met, i cried for several times..

i really cannot except it..

after that day, i try to do as much things as i can to not think of it...

but my best buddies told me that..

this is not the solution for solving this problem..

i jz kept away from it..

actually is true also...

now i trying to accept it as much as i can..

yday i was so happy that i can meet you once again..

before i went out, i keep telling myself...

forget about the past, then everything will going fine..

i did it...

last nite was a wonderful nite..

we go for dinner, chit-chat all the way, let the wave "bully"..

haha.. it's fun...

but this time, you injured..

aiks...

why so careless na...

must take good care of the wound k?

^^

miss ya...

Tension, tension, tension....

Aiks...

finally i can online..

this three days i had be murdered by the bored..

all the streamyx fault..

dun wanna talk bout that ad na...

hmmm...

so tension this few days...

3 tests and one presentation is coming...

some more there is so many assignment need to pass up..

arghh....

i manage handle all at the same time??

sigh~~