What happen to you girl?

You ok today?

what happen?

you mind to tell me?

we so worry bout you..

is it bcoz of what we did in the lecture make you angry?

if it is, just tell us k? and really sorry bout tat..

we wont do it next time...

dun like tat k?

sayang sayang...

feel better ad msg us la k?

me and yin is waiting for ur msg.. ^^

Past is past...

Today is the first time i met and talk to her after tat day we argue..

actually forgiving someone is not that hard..

is just depend on whether you wanna do it or not...

after today, i felt that everything that happen last time just let it pass..

no point keep inside the heart..

think wider, dun being stubborn, accept others opinion..

den everything will go just fine.. ^^

after this case, i learn a lesson...

from now on, everything will start all over again..

past is really a past..

it wont come back anymore..

den what's the point i keep it?

waste my "memory" nur..

haha..

of coz, without all of your encourage i think i also cant make to this far...

thanks a lot ya my frens...

coz of you all, i get my frens back...

love u all..

muacks... ^^

For you...

Hmmmm...

this bday is the most happiest bday ever...

coz got you all celebrate it wif me...

especially YOU...

not only bday actually...

x'mas eve, new year eve....

but what i wanna say here is tat,

i tot i had everything, i didnt know what life could bring,

but now i see, honestly..

all bcoz of you're here wif me..

i know i let you down bfore,

but it's not like that now..

i did what i have promise you..

and i know the following time,

the chances that we will met is getting lesser and lesser..

the reason is you gotta work ad...

but i have a commitment wif myself is tat no matter how long i will wait also..

coz you're the only one i let inside and u keep me from falling apart...

i really getting daring ad i think...

dare to ask this kinda of request..

unbelievable...

hope u dun mind la..

i just tell the truth and it also what i wanna say to you since last time..

will wait you lar..

miss you so much...

My birthday... ^^

Today is my 19th bday...

getting older ad nur..

during lunch me,ger, yin, gie, yi, ah ko, nick go gurney de kim gary for lunch...

bcoz of this bday gurl got 50% voucher so that everything that we order also half price..

worth it.. ^^

i'm so happy tat you all willing to celebrate bday wif me.. thanks a lot ya...

especially ger... :)

today i also receive plenty of sms and wishes from my frens and relatives..

so so happy nur...

once we reach gurney carpark..

unbelievable.. ger is earlier than us... :P

haha..

after lunch den we rush back to college for our english class..

luckily is not late...

finish class, i go back home and wait for bro n daddy to come back..

den go dinner together..

just now we dine at Dragon-i..

the enviroment there is so nice, of coz the food also...

my set dinner.. ^^

dessert...

my piggie bun..

daddy...
mummy..

bro...


no cake this year.. replace by Haagen-Dazs.. ^^


my lovely family...

my bro n me.. ^^

me and daddy..

my presents...
THE END... ^^

Getting her back..

One semester ad..

this time period is long or short i also no idea at all..

since already pass den jz let it pass na..

no point to think back also..

i know all of u also hope i can get her back..

but last time i really cant..

i cant accept she insulting me and saying someone bad..

sometime i do think back..

having a fren is better than having an enemy rite?

why i choose to have an enemy rather than fren..

how silly am i...

but now, everything is change...

i dun wanna be like tat anymore..

i choose to get her back..

everyone has their own mistake..

if they really make mistake, we also must give them a chance to correct it,

or learn from their mistake..

cant jz judge them hang to dead without reason..

last time i used to do that..

now.. NO MORE...

^^

i know i also do promise you to get her back..

i didnt let you down..

is just take a longer time..

so sorry for that...

yin, i make it..

i can accept her from now on...

although it cant be like last time..

but i will try to make it better...

promise.. :)

Today...

wet morning....

heavy rain this morning nur...

summore hav to drive to college.. :(

haiz...

finally i know who is my english teacher...

from the first look..

i felt tat she kinda fierce actually..

but after spending 1 hour wif her..

she is different..

she is nice.. ^^

after her class we go for movie...

hehe..

Night at the museum 2...

so nice nur...

i also bought 2 donuts before going back...

another day...

END...

Wow.. so many movie tickets...

thanks ya daddy..

for giving me so many movie tickets..

muacks..

OMG..!!

i can watch movie for free nur..

anyone who wanna watch movie at GSC ask ticket from me k?

dun waste money.. ^^

i think there is 36 of them..

all together got 72 tickets can be change..

happy..

muahahahahaha... :D

First day of year 2 sem 1...

Hmmm...

so sien nur...

college open ad...

as usual, bfore going class i go fetch my best buddy.. YEOH CHIAT YIN... hehe

bfore going breakfast, i go college and hang up my car sticker form..

once i reach college..

OMG..!!

so many cars outside..

no place to park... haiz.. :(

i call yin to wait me inside car and i ran to the admin office..

all the way, i saw a lot new faces in our college..

and foyer there was so crowded...

it reminds me when i'm new at the college.. :P

admin office more worst...

so long queue..

after hand up the form, i ran out and met yin..

then we go breakfast at Mcd, sunrise there...

we sembang there till 11 sumthing den go back her house continue.. hehe

after receive gie gie call den we go back college...

at first i tot cannot park inside, den i park my car till so damn far...

alamak, somemore so hot..

haiz..

after met gie gie ad, i pass by SOT block..

there reminds me bout you...

i still remember last time i always wanna pass by there,

to see whether can meet u there not..

but now cant ad nur..

i still remember, everytime i met you..

you jz finished ur class.. carrying a big annd white Nike backpack,

fooling around with frens or waiting for frens for lunch...

recall back it seem like just happen yesterday.. ^^

besides that, i also pass by the place where you usually park ur car..

before going back, i also purposely pass by ur hostel and have a look there..

without ur car there i cant recognise anymore.. :P

but still can know which house at last..

haha...

that's all for my first day at college...

kinda nice huh?? hehe

So sorry to hear tat... :(

Sigh~~

dun sad bout ur result ad la k?

i know u already put effort on it..

this time cant, does not mean next time also cant de rite??

dun worry ya,

i will stay by ur side and support u..

dun so down k?

i felt so heartache when see-ing you like tat..

chill ya..

i know you're sad now, but i really dun wanna see u like that..

last nite, i view back the history tat we chat last time..

u told me bfore that must think positively rite...

i'm sure u can do tat too rite?

never give up k?

sayang ya..

*hug hug*.. ^^

Surprising day... ^^

Today is the most surprising day in this sem break...
i didnt expect you will call me...
OMG!!!
cant imagine nur...
before receiving ur call, i was inside the kitchen helping my mum preparing dinner...
( is kacau-ing her actually... :P haha.. )
when i was cutting the vege,
my phone rang and i dunno it rang also...
coz i tot i forget to off my song tat i listen to jz now...
den my mum told me my phone ringing...
and the ringtone is diff from the normal ringtone....
"爱我 非你莫属 我只愿 守护....."
i felt so shock when i listen to this song...
YOU called...
after dinner wif u on sunday, i was wondering when i only can meet you...
so surprise...
somemore you still remember what i told u...
actually i was jz joking nur...
but you still remember...
happy.. ^^

thanks a lot ya ger...
really appreciate it...

Sweetest strawberry ever... ^^

sweetest strawberry ever... ^^
thanks ya ger..

Finally i had make a decision...

This sem break i think of many things..

where should i go for holiday during my sem break?

how's my result?

how to celebrate mother's day wif mimi?

how to celebrate my own b'day?

what present should i demand for?

all this question round and round in my mind..

but the most headache stuff is the relationship between you and me...

i had think of it many times..

should i continue or jz give up?

10 months ad..

time flies...

in between this 10 months i really enjoy the day tat spend with you..

i will never forget about it..

this is the sweetest memories that i never have before.. ^^

but will this sweet memory continue?

no one know instead of u...

but no matter what happen between us..

i will wait...

i will never give up...

no matter how long, how suffer...

i will continue waiting..

maybe the desicion i make kinda silly...

waiting for something that it wont actually happen..

but i will never regret for making this desicion...

as long as i fell that is worth it then i will do it...

never regret..

if the final answer that you give me not the answer i want,

i also wont blame anyone...

cause atleast i try to get what i want rite?

^^

Heartattack moment..!!

Today is the most scary day ever..

Result is OUT!!!

so pek cek when logging in...

very de slow...

make ppl nervous only.. :(

930am, me, yin and gie invite each other in the convesation n "meeting" there..

but i still cant log in..

everyone got their result ad..

mine... haiz.. cham..

but i still get my result...

daddy mummy, i didnt let you down nur..

^^

My KL trip...

I dunno why i kinda daring nowadays..

i dare to go KL by myself..

without anyone accompany me..

unbelieveable...

haha..

i go by Aeroline...

the bus ticket so expensive nur.. RM55 per ticket... haiz..

but the service kinda good..

breakfast is provided..

i reached there around 1.30pm..
den Alan come and fetch me go his house...

then my first destination is my secondary schl...

go back there for take spm cert..

i miss my secondary schl life...

after see all the junior study inside the class..

haha..

after that Elaine fetch us back to Alan's house...

i stay there for a few hours before going dinner at Pyramid..

after that we had our dinner at Kim Gary...

den walk walk, shop around bfore going meet yin yeh they all..

we yamcha will 1 sumthing in the morning den only go back Elaine's house oi oi...

TIRED..!!!

The next morning after packing den we going town...

Times square, Sg wang....

i bought many things there,

shirts, watch, bear.... etc

after that we go The Garden...

time flies..

two days one nite jz pass like tat..

haiz...

really tak sampai hati nur.. :(

i really miss they all..

tat day we start shop since 11am till 6pm in the evening..

my leg almost patah ad..

haha...

but i still felt happy..

coz got my besties acc me..

thanks ya...

love u all very much...

around 6pm i met Daphney den go bus station...

so sad nur..

so fast hav to leave ad... :'(

i reach here around 12am..

so fast my KL trip END...

Answer...

should i ask for the answer?

i wanna know this answer since i know you...

but each and everytime i also dare not to ask..

what will i do after getting this answer..

will it be a positive answer or negative?

totally no idea..

haiz..

should i ask for it?

i got the right to ask?

did i still need this answer?

:(

Happy mama day.. mi.. ^^

happy mama day mi....

love you.. ^^

Last paper for major... Marketing...

Sigh~~
finally all the major paper had passed..
i did not so well today.. :(
especially the essay part..
haiz...
my A gone...
when i came out from the exam hall,
i saw "it" saying bye bye to me ad..
hmmm..
dare not to demand much also..
this is the "akibat" of lazy..

:'(